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2011-07-14T19:13:00.001+08:00

Blog was dead .
Was rather busy having lessons , self-study, tuitions. Friendships relationship became somehow very.chaotic? Nothing seems to go pretty well this few times. I just wish all of.us can be such good friends as we used to be. No quarrels, no jealousy . Nothing but fun and love. It will be really great if we could be like the past. Its fun you know? I hate now actually.
Other then that was feeling weird this few days. He told me who he like yet I was like ok. Ya , I felt nothing. I thought that I still like him for so many months alr. Yet, I dn have much unhappiness although starting I felt a little sad. In fact I was quite weird that actually I had felt sad over a guy whom I nvr really nvr knew him v well. His attitude sometimes really change. Don't know if I was feeling sensitive or what. Almost everyday I wish to talk to u for no particular reason . Is seriously not my style man . I really confuse with myself. Am I really crazy or what seriously:/
我真的疯了如果是真的.

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Awesome lunch

2011-06-09T17:09:00.003+08:00

Back from whole day school today(: Tired max.

Lunch was great(: Mr Soh's treat!

All of us bought Mcspicy meal. Burnt a hole in his pocket:P HAHA

Wanted to watch Ladda land and X-men! But soon gonna be broke if keep go watch:/

But still have the urge to watch. Hope fully nxt week can watch both of the movies!

For many of my classmates, today is the last day of the week going back to school to study ,

but i still have to go tmrw. Tuition tmrw and sunday as well:/ Jiayous for myself man!

Not sure if i am going for the OBS outing not, friends ask me to attend it, but

its next week , if i keep go out sure die! O'levels are coming , have to restrict myself from going out that much. This month too much movies to watch already.

All movies are so awesome, addictive as well:@ WHY come out during such time): Can't watch that much man! Haiyo! Tmrw tuition, after tuition should be going running.

This few times keep running, somehow get addicted to running. Abit insane right? But yeah, its great to run, it help me release my stress, my unhappiness(:

Well life is like that, everything have to goes on, even there are obstacles.

JIAYOUS everyone! ^.^

end here(:

Tiring second week holidays

2011-06-08T18:55:00.006+08:00

Everything shall make a new start^.^

Today, school whole day. Very tired:/

Lots of laughter today(: Its a good thing i guess?

Never really try to think of those would make me unhappy(:

Changed MSN, re-format my blog,making a new start for me!

This week is just a normal school week for me, none of the days can sleep lateee! :@

Nevermind, next week can sleep late le, but it would be already the third week of school holidays:/ this shows holiday coming to an end pretty soon))):

O'levels exams are coming up, pretty stress but did not really study much.

No motivation at all:S Shall force myself for to be more determine.

Next week, two weddings to attend. Quite looking forward to eat, especially my cousin's cause its held at resort world! COOL! Friends are mostly working now, except for my classmates.

Haha, HAVE TO WORKHARD FOR O'S FIRST! Its more important !

Well, will keep my blog alive(: End here, catch up next time! <3

I'm really missing you much! I really do,

even if i never think, i know i cant't let go.

Trying so, it never helps):

I am troubled , I am missing you

2011-06-06T17:06:00.001+08:00

It has been quite sometimes and seriously I know it dead. Shall keep it alive anyway (:
Well , after reading, my mood seems like sitting a roller coaster , woosh, down to the max at the highest speed .
'HAHA' nobody will knows whether am I smiling truely or no . I know myself best, I know I can't give up even I said I will give up.
It's tough to release , seeing you smile , makes me feel very happy , hearing you sad makes me feel disappointed . Even so , knowing you liking someone else , make my mood went down down down ! But who can control my feelings? Well , no one y'know?
I tried to force myself never to fell in love with you again . But , I simply just can't ): why humans will get troubled because of such stuff? Although Some people don't but I do. Everytime I see your status , I feel damn down , seeing wall post , jealousy will kill me as well . Although I know that you don't like her but there is still another in your heart right? I really wonder who is it:/
Even I am troubled because of this stuff , I will never let this stuff affect my studies . NEVER !
I wish I could tell you how much I miss you, seriously ))): even how much I act liking another guy, nothing could deceive !

Watch-Ed insidious ytd with henryX2 and Nathaniel . Its freaking funny but damn scary! All thanks to Henry sum for scaring me uh:@ but awesome show! Heheh, tonight gonna watched kungfu panda 2(((: (Y) however didn't do my SS homework:/ argh! Don't care lar! Shall end here , Post again tmrw ba(((: bye

Broken Friendship

2011-02-15T16:37:00.000+08:00

Post:

New year going to end in two days time. Many things had change ever since the day after we came back from our new year holidays. Now is like my other class close friends are all ignoring me! One is that i don`t get why are you thinking the way i would actually betray you to her. I never ever been close to her even once okay! In fact, you don`t trust me. We are friends for three years, and yet it doesn`t build up trust? We went through a lot of things together , and yet our friendship is so easily broken. You did told me what had happen between you and me, i explain for myself already . And yet, very disappointed to say that you don`t trust me at all. You said i don`t understand what you have explain to me, but did you understand mine? It`s really very hurtful when you said you couldn`t help to trust me. How well , our friendship really doesn`t matters you right? You thought i would actually betrays you , say bad things about you to her? You think i am such person? You know me so well , yet you tell me this? What for please? Why should i betray you , when you are my good friends? Why should i?! I wanted to resolve the problem yet you give me such answers, how am i going to solve the problem? You suddenly turn so cold to me, i was very upset you know? I don`t even know what had happen , and you straight away ignore me. Seriously i don`t get why. Now , i don`t know what am i gonna do to solve our misunderstanding. I only can say, i treat you as good friends, i trust you. Yet , you don`t trust me at all. We are friends for three years please ! Not three days! You should know me well alright?!

Next , another person that makes me really upset as well. Although i only know you for months, but our friendship seems important to me. I cherish the friendship between us. Now , you ignore me, you give me such attitude when walk pass. Wth! It hurts do you know that? I guess you don`t. I don`t understand why you turns so cold to me as well. We see each other don`t talk, walk pass each other don`t smile. What a friendship between us? We seems like total strangers. It seems like after you went back m`sia and came back, you totally change. Change to a person i don`t know now. Found out you don`t even want to say hi to me , even you see me from far. You said i never walk that direction don`t need say hi. What is that man? Even normal friends , from short distance, they would shout or what. You didn`t even bother to do so. Last time you would shout across. But now? You ddon`t even care! What for? Just now in SDC , i was looking at you, hope you would talk to me, and yet you diao me and ignored me. Pretending i am invisble. It seriously hurt to the core . What is it that made us turn into strangers? Or even enemy to you. You told CH nothing happen between us, are you sure?! If it is , normal friends also do talk right? Now what? You even told CH you and her not close. Are you serious? It is impossible of you two not being close together okay! What are you trying to tell me? Can i know what really happens?! I don`t know you turn this way is it because of him or her. I really wanna know. I don`t want us to be like this. ):

It really really disappoint me because of this situation. I cried couple of times whenever i talk about it. But it seems just alright to you guys. People says , boys who made girls cry is a bastard. But did you ever think you are one? You made me cry, it really hurts. I hope to go back to the time when i first know you. Can i ?
For you , i don`t want our 3 years friendship to break up because of your sensitivity. I really really hope nothing had ever happen. But i know it is never possible. I AM SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTED)>:

27/12/2010

2010-12-27T12:37:00.000+08:00

Okay, well. Since very long ever since i last post.

Nothing actually, get to have merit bursary award. Was quite shock to be able to get it. Went genting during november, went penang during december. Probably going Taiwan or HK during new year. Have to do homework already.

Well , i did something foolish i guess? If i can i won`t tell you that for sure. lol. If i am able to, i hope i just wouldn`t like you, let everything pass. Now, you dno and not dn like. If you straight put off, I might not get into this state. Now still have to wait for your answer. But dno when will you give me the answer. Now my mood was like...i am freaking speechless. I now dno should i pass the thing to you alr.): Shall end. Bye.

DEPRESSED

2010-12-03T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hey,

Okay , shall say about how i feel now, totally shag to the max i can say. You gt girlfriend already that`s the fact. Some more is a secondary school student? Probably a cadet too. You told me , you won`t date a cadet. You even emphasize lots and lots of time. Well, maybe when you told me you didn`t think you will do it. Your words sometimes really cannot be trust, right? . Crying at one corner , knowing you are in a relationship and thinking that you have lied to me? Really makes my heart breaks. I can`t do anything as well? I guess i am the only foolish one waiting for you for 8 months and more? Worried for your stuffs , everything. I know i don`t have to do so, but i just simply can`t control. If i can control, I most probably won`t choose to even like you? Last time, i hear from some friends about you , not a good person or so? The fact that i trusted you. haha, thinking back, why should i trust you? I really should not be a person so devoted right? It is stupid being so devoted to someone who does not love you at all. Oh please , how foolish am i? I promised my friend and you that I won`t do something foolish ever again. I promised means promised. But just , everyday not having the mood to do anything. I tried venting out all my sadness and angriness by running , doing all the house chores. I tried really very hard not to think about you, yr relationship status. However, I simply can`t do it. Friends tried to console me , i just couldn't control my tears , my sadness. Next week , i guess it will be the last time seeing you. I hope i can forget you really really very soon. I don`t wish to be another 3 years or even more. I know is seriously foolish. I have to stop all such childish act real soon. Tears , please stop flowing down my cheeks because of him. I really need to stop stop stop.

I wish you and your current girlfriend last long. No quarrels, no fights. May you have a great future ahead.

Love, Geraldine

18 october 2010

2010-10-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

18/10/10

Pass three days happened a lot of things. Good and bad.

Friday didn't went to school. Listening comprehension cancelled by school. Meet Christina at 2.00 at pioneer Mrt station. Jennifer have exams , therefore , she met us late. Trained down to East Coast Park(ECP) . Aloysius didn't come, he went hospital. Went over to bedok , and took bus to ECP. I think we dropped at the wrong bus stop._. We have to walk a distance of 5.5km thank goodness i didn't . Since i didn't get a chance to shout, I don't want to break down neither, therefore ask if aloysius want to meet us to buy drink. Aloy say go his house, then go lo. Jennifer went to wash up , christina and i went to change our clothes. After that , took taxi to Mrt station and train down to aloy house. Went fairprice , bought heniken, chris and jen bought breezer as well , aloy buy coke for his martell. Bought some food , and up to his house. Chit-chatted , played poker , drink. From 8 to 10. Drank pretty fast, drank two cans straight , aloy say i very quiet? Say i very chiong? Will ma? I don`t think so wor, cause i don't want to break down in your house, pretty stress bought family stuffs. I wanted to drink more, but buy too little): Went home , get said, I break down. ): Nothing more to say.

Saturday , didn`t went anywhere, except for running.

Sunday, went cycling and fly kite. Quite fun , sat the four person bicycle. I can tell you , it isn't easy even you are riding with four pairs of legs. It is even more tiring then double or single bike.

Went for dinner and off home. Meeting christina for running and swimming the following day. Slept at 3 4++ , meeting her at 8.30 . How nice it is. Hahaha.

Today nothing much, went running and swimming. Swimming complex had very little people in the morning , swam two laps only. Slack at the Jacuzzi with christina. Didn't switch on the Jacuzzi machine. Talk a lot today. Maybe we are even in the same Kindergarden! Hahahaha~ Saw someone very similar with Alvin sir, however just that the lifeguard is taller and darker. Have fun , took some pictures. Lazy upload on blog. Yup that's it for today, results coming out tomorrow , hope everything will be fine.

I think i am a little hurt.

15/10/10 Disappointment

2010-10-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

HIIE(:

Get to blog today at night, today was the last paper for me. Amaths, quite screwed.

But still okay la, since is over already , i shall not care.

Tomorrow`s listening comprehension canceled. Quite happy(:

Tomorrow going out with MaoMAo Ho and Ong , plus aloysius . Aloysius still not really confirmed going, hope his flu gets away by tomorow . Today reach home , watch television all the way till night , went out for awhile. Many things had happen during the mid of my examinations , stressed not because of studies but because of some family stuffs.

Now i was pretty pissed by someone who is a 3 years friend to me. Seriously , I am totally disappointed in her. Girl, i don`t wished to named you out. Maybe some people know who i am talking about. You can simply just go out the two whole weeks during the exam period. You said you were sick during the day of examination and went to consult a doctor. People said you puke, not feeling well. But I guess , it isn`t the fact . You sick you can even went to KBOX with those people, last time you said you were sick , i will believe but now, IMPOSSIBLE! I saw it with my own eyes when you were sick , you can still go around people`s block fooling around with a group of fucking friends you have. Wtheck! Fucking pissed. Someone even told me , you went to kbox, have fun. Hell please, lady, you are a student studying in express class, not trying to criticise you, you see yourself , did you work hard, you know. You want make yourself in this kind of state, i have nothing to say. Even I say alot to persuade you , you won`t give a damn. So why am I here to making myself fucking disappointed and angry? I found that since the day you know him , you changed, you changed a lot, more and more not like the one i knew. Totally upset because of this. I shall not say any more , the more i say , the more i get angry and disappointed. This is your life, you want make it in such state, so be it. I just treat i have never know this friend but just simply a classmate, a schoolmate. Our best friend friendship, shall just end on the day you change. I hope we could be back to normal , but i doubt so. I hope you can change, you can be better. I don`t wish you to regret in future, but i know what i say now you will think i am just giving you such crap, such rubbush or even naggy words. I shall not care anymore. Now i quite pity someone, he was simply just joked by her please. Boy , you should release her, she is not worth for you. Even J said she will change and change stead. You yourself should know la...Is your choice, but i know it would be pain , but just Jiayous.

I shall enjoy myself tomorow at East Coast Park. I will let out all my pissed and stress tomorrow.I shall not give a fucking care to this lady. This stress that stress. Won`t give a fucking damn now. Venting all my anger and unhappiness here. Sorry lurhs. Shall end here, tomorrow will spam photoes. Plus Jennifer! , Jiayous for yr last three paper wor! Love you lot lot! Heh! (:

友情会因为损友而破裂

我不希望会发生在我身上，

但就是不信的发生了。):

11/october/2010

2010-10-11T16:27:00.000+08:00

Hello:D

Its the middle of the exam period, very stress but still have to go on. lately cried because of some family reasons but as usual , after one day , everything back to normal.

5 papers down left 4 more papers 1 listening comprehension.

Seeing friends breaking down this few days, it makes me worried for them.

dedicate to christina:

I know lately you are feeling very stress due to your family problems . Didn`t study really much right? But i hope everything will be fine to you pretty soon, left 3 to 4 more papers.

Jiayous , dn give up lurhs . If you are stress of anything, pls dn hurt yourself, anything can come find me and jennifer de(: We will be there for you alright? Rmb? We gonna drink all we want this coming holidays, drain all our sorrows using alcohol :D I hope you will be as happy as before(: Hope to see the christina I know very very soon! As always I LOVE YOU ! MAOMAOHO!!! HEHEHE

Some other friends I have no words to say. I can`t help them at all): But trying my best to make them laugh(: No matter how hard , I will try my best to make them smile. HEhe.

This friday going ECP with maomao Ho , tsktsksmellymaomaoOng , probably munsum , li xuan , aloysius and sebastian. I will scream at the sea for sure! LOUD LOUD LOUD! Shout my lungs out of it. Feeling too stress out this few days liao, must vent out all my stress on this coming friday. As I see for now, after my exams straight I will be super busy.... 15 go cycling, 16 go chalet, 17 go fly kite, 18 maybe go swim. How nice.. 24th go swim with Jerlyn and probably weixin and aloysius. Well , shall concentrate on my studies for now? Physics , Biology and chemistry, i will marry you for now! After tmr and the day after tomorrow, i will divorce with you. (:

dedicate to TskTskMaoMaoOng:

Jennifer, I know you are quite stress for this examinations right? But I hope you would persevere lurhs , its already the last six paper and we will be off to play alright? Rmb our treat towards each other wor! Hope to have the chalet booked asap lurhs. Cuz i wanna drink with you and christina ley... HEHE! Lets Jiayous for our last few papers alright? I will sure wait for you on the 15th of october to ECP de la! I jio you first of course will wait for you la! I still can sleep first b4 i go sia! WAHAHAHA! Anyways , all the best for your exams lurhs! If anything dno can ask me la, for maths only, HAHAHA! The rest de subject i all CMI CMI that kind de(: HEHE

See you on friday then! Contact through phone lurhs! I LOVE YOU ALWAYS! TSKTSKSMELLYMAOMAOONG!!!

I dno what i can say to you , but just hope you will cheer up and be happy please. I dn wish to see my friends all feeling unhappy and all that. I am trying make all my friends that are not happy to laugh or even smile (: I hope to see you smile again! (:

The End

我希望我的朋友能天天开心

不伤心不流泪(:

@ 18 September 2010 5.58PM

2010-09-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

Blog dead like MAD~

LOL! I didn`t care neither:D

Well is the 18/september le. 1 more month from today is the last paper of my EOY.

Months pass...

My birthday over too x.x

But still i love 8th september the most:D Muahahaha! Had fun that day but only a short period of tym): Must TON again with the 6 cliques for sure heh. I sure the next tym we ton or chalet i will drink till i cannot take it :D But for sure must eat first, if not my gastric confirm cannot take it x.x

Feeling quite down as stuffs happen, somethings i felt damn shag on...

I did something, friends all not happy. Cried once because friends words. Although the words isn`t harsh at all? Maybe i cherish the friendship between us ba:D

I can promise I wont do it for now, but future, i most probably won`t do it but there is still a chance i will. Sorry heh. Actually , it didn`t really hurts alot, not deep , not pain. Maybe i that time no feeling le ba?

Sicked for a few days already): Even injected:X God damn the doctor man! Injected already still give me a back slam! Oh God! Till today, gastric abit abit recover le, but the giddyness, feverish feel is still on me :S SICK SICK! YOU GTTA GO AWAY!!!!! I wanna have good results! *SHOO SHOO*

I think i am getting very sensitive to some stuffs ,

I dn wish to be like that.

I wish i were the one i used to be before knowing you.

当我们认识久了，I like you more than before which i dn wish to be like that.

我想当朋友的对待你，但看见你伤心难过的时候，

我会不自觉地去关心你。我很想放弃，把你给忘了

但我终是放不下，有时候你关心我，我很开心，

可是我知道那只是朋友与朋友之间的关心罢了，没别的意思

你对他人好，我会吃醋，但我知道我没资格去这么做。我只能静静地在旁边看

因为我和你只是朋友的关系。虽然我朋友和我说了一些不好听的话，

可是我还是没感觉，还是那么相信你。

我不希望变成这个样子，这根本不像我自己，

从今天开始，我不会再sms你，或在facebook留言

除非你主动那么做，否则我会静静地，什么都不做。

From today onwards, I will be myself , never ever cry because of you anymore.

That would be the first and the last time I gonna do that.

I will be as strong, and never let a single tears out.

Never let it be a burden of you, unless you really mean it.

Love me if you do

2010-08-18T15:52:00.001+08:00

Hello:D

I think i have yet to post anything since my last update which was during racial harmony day?

Well, NDP ended, common test ended.

Later will post up those overdue pictures later. Talk bout this few days which i could rmb then(:

12/08/10

Afternoon went Jp for dinner with Lixuan and Aloysius. Had meal at Kopitiam, Slack around JP. Went arcade to play, Aloysius treat.

Went home 8++

Study chemistry(machiam nvr study because i oso dn get the meaning-_-)

Sleep. ZzzzzzzZzzzZzz

13/08/10

After school went to look for lixuan, asked her accompany go to polyclinic. Did not attend CCA x.x

Wanted to meet Alvin they all for dinner but in the end we went home first.

Was laughing when Lixuan told me he waited there for us! Joke siol~

14/08/10

Went for tuition in the morning.

Afternoon went 907 with lixuan for my lunch.

Night time conference with li xuan and Aloysius.

3++ 4 Fell asleep. Wanted to stay up whole night but dno why fell asleep x.x

15/08/10

Woke up by parents early in the morning 8 o`clock :@

Went to central accompany parents to eat. *didn`t eat*

Went home, do house chores.

Went down to Khatib, stayed awhile and back to West mall.

HAd dinner there with Lixuan and aloysius *again*

Went batok club pool play.

Under 16 cannot go in, however, me and li xuan still get in! Wahahahhaa!

Play pool, get myself bruise): LOL! My pool seriously SUCK! x.x

Went home through car. Brother fetch my mummy , lixuan and me back. HEHEHE

16/08/10

After school, Lixuan and Meiying came my house. Teached them maths.

They went home aftermath.

17/08/10

After school went Jp with cliques to have pepper lunch. It was Meiying`s Girlfriend birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND!!!!! 15 years old liaos! May your wish come true babe!

Took quite alot of pictures with lixuan and christina. But not the b`day girl. LOL!

18/08/10

Today wasn`t my day. Was pretty not happy with some ppl. The persons attitude really makes me fed up. I almost cry because of you. Sad till i sick? What the hell had happen to me recently? Getting too emotional? Over-sensitive to stuffs? I think i have to get back my old self and not the one i am now. I hate myself la. I should be more cheerful , and not the one i am now.

I hope i could just leave the matter rest...

Nxt tym then upload photoes.

@wednesday 5.30

2010-07-21T15:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

Today was RACIAL HARMONY DAY! Wore ethnic costume to school, but mine doesn`t look like one=.=! Plus i was being called 'MISS TAN!' as a teacher WTH? First two periods, celebrations. After that , lessons per normal.

Photo spammed with fellow cliques (:

More photoes will be uploaded soon once i get it from shimin`Girlfriend.

Ytd night , text with Jerlyn and Weiyin, Night chat with meiying`girlfriend and weiyin.

Superb tired, eyebags very deep):):): i want sleep more!

/I have thought for the whole night ytd. I think i am ready for the battle to fight on for ******** **** ! HAHAHA! I won`t get the hang of someone else for sure. JIAYOUS GERALDINE! I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT(: Even is a failed battle for sure, i will just try my best for it! ^^

@Tuesday 4.40

2010-07-20T15:18:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

I think i will back to blogging le ba...since so long nvr touch this blog liao.

This few months, there is up and downs, cant remember much.

NDP training`s all along, school, tuitions.

Was getting family problems the few weeks back, but it seems to be alright already.

Can`t believe myself to like someone older then me:X Plus he is.... some one i should not fall in love with. But love can`t control lurhs. But i was seems frustrating bout stuffs on this kind of stuffs.

Pretty fucked out actually, but life is like that, you can`t predict what will happen nxt.

I shall live with a life where god choose my path to be.

NDP is ending soon, i think i will very sad rather as i CAN`T see my fellow NDP mates , SIRS ang MA`AMs...:X

HAis, plus something very unlucky is that my STC camp is on the 6,7,8 of AUGUST! 9th i have to come back for NDP! GG for me liao lor...

but is worth i believe!

I want a chalet for all NDP peeps man! I want to have a few fruitful day with them! They are lovables man!

I WANT OBS TOO~!!! FASTER TURNS SATURDAY FOR ME!!!!

If NDP ends, i think i won`t get a chance to see you already unless we are really fated.

I will miss you for sure, last tym 3 years is long for me, i hope this time won`t be a tough and hurtful one.I know you won`t like your juniors de, neither is me...I shall keep to myself and not to let out what i am hurt for...

Hope you find the one you love soon...

11.11 I miss you 2nd <3

I hope you will be HAPPY.

P.S 如果我告诉你我喜欢你，你会接受我吗？

我知道爱不能勉强，单我不能控制我自己。

I will sacrifice for my friends, rather to hurt them.

I will nvr snatch my friends love ones.

2010-05-19T18:06:00.000+08:00

Through my feelings ,you did not fade.

Through my eyes,you went away.

HEllo(:

Today is the 19/may/2010,many things had happen this few months.

Exams,unhappiness,quarreling,playing a fool, sweating,crying and all sorts of things.

Some things made me really thought,why this kind of things would happens to me?

Did i did wrong? Why does the heaven wanna punish my family?

Feeling very stressed now. Sometimes even thought, did we do some things that made the heaven to punish us? What had happen? Every now and then , i almost cried.

Really hope that everything would be fine soon, if not i am gonna break down soon):

Results came back. English ppr 1, E maths, A maths, Physics, Chemistry , i pass but Biology i failed.

Was pretty stress this few days, every thing seems to went the wrong way. Family matters, i really hope everything would be really fine. Everything i type here, i was crying throughout.

Is everything gonna be fine? I am really very upset seeing what had happen . I now know why adults are difficult to be. Every now and then is critical. I know that crying doesn't help to solve the problem, but i just could not control my tears from dropping. I really hope i could help, but i just could not! What a lousy daughter i am, everything also cannot help, only knows how to make my parents angry! I really hated myself a lot. Family problems cannot settle, studies cannot settle.

I AM SERIOUSLY USELESS!

I HATE MYSELF TTM!

korkor and meimei forever

2009-12-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

Xavier Wong and MII

He was OFFICIALLY my gan kor kor at 1.09am 25/12/09.

He was one of my group mate in Project Tap camp, slowly becoming my close friend, then my good fryn , in the end my gan kor kor(:

Lolx, should say hy was caring, sweet lurhs, not much bad points la.

Only the fact that hy was now smoking:X Hopefully hy will quit soon.

Quite glad to be his gan mei la, wish we won`t quarell, will always contact each other as always(:

WE WILL SMILE ALWAYS!!!

LOVE YOU BROTHER(:

Wish you 天天开心与快乐 (:

Ion`orchard is so squeezy

2009-12-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

Hello(:

Went out today with mum early afternoon, went people`s park shopped,ask bout Hong Kong trip. Make a deal with mummy. If daddy can`

t find any people to take over his job, i will buy a laptop instead. HEHEHE~ So happy la, either of it oso good.

Went ION`Orchard after that. It was about 7++ mummy went find her friend, accompanied her

After that walk around, bout some snacks and one ice-cream. Th ice-cream was awesome la , damn smooth de(:

Mummy say settle dinner there, chooses Balithai, had great Tom Yam soup, nice Ice Darcula. SHIOK!!!!

Finishing eating at about 8++

There was SOSOSOSOSOSO SQUEEZY~ Being squash dao like prata le:x

Took Mrt home, squeezing through, bought some dessert and bread home for daddy.

About that only la, nothing much(:

@dINEEEdINEEE

爱你是如此，恨你是不过。

Overdue Chalet post.

2009-12-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hello(:

Sorry for not posting lately, due to lazyness and nothing much to comment on.

Today shall post up photoes for class chalet`s and some others

/class chalet`s

Have great funn during class chalet, BBQ , WWW, Nite gazing , Midnight arcade , Night walk.

First day , stayed up the whole night , played , sitting near the beach

enjoying the sea breeze, star gazing. Till next morning, friends all can`t tahan , went back chalet slept awhile.

Was being chased down off the bed, can`t get to sleep . Played poker with th guys, finally slept for bout 30 mins but was sleeping on the floor, quite pathetic alrite:x

But alrite lurhs, had funn jiu good le.

After that, went out to food court had breakfast and off to WWW with WX,JW,AF,malay friends.

Meiying they all went for bicycle ride, Benson accompany them till 3++ then come.

Played till 5++ , wenxin hungry jiu go back le. Bathed, changed , sms with Jeremy , back to chalet. Off to eat, Th girls went KFC to eat excluding wenxin while the guys went to BK. Went with the guys to meet jeremy. After awhile , went to find the girls.

After eating, jeremy including twin brother and the few of us went back chalet. Went up chalet`s swimming pool, sang songs, chit-chat, beat jeremy.

Late night, some guys went cheers buy drinks, Meiying ask them buy bacardi breezer.

At first they buy buay tio, after that benson was SOOO~ good that die oso buy for meiying la.

He treat her so good lor, lol, but they not stead . Hahaha!

Shared abit breezer from meiying, shiok, after drinking some, drank red bull. That tym was hoping to drink beer la, but can`t :x Hais, must drink the next tym round.

BBQ, friends stayed inside chalet room, left mi, twin brother, jeremy and haiqal helping out to cook. Especially twin brother, they ar guest but they BBQ for us. Good rite? LOL!!

Jeremy , did not help actually cuz he was playing, especially the crabmeat. He burnt the whole crabmeat BLACK!!! OMG LA!!

Th funniest is that we were BBQing the mashmallows , Junwei`brother BBQ it in the end touch the charcoal, no one dare to eat. So hilarious !

11++ went for night arcade. Didn`t play, whole body was aching~ SICK!, went back chalet, played poker ahwile, slept, midnight 2++ wake up eat stingray with Meiying

Went back room sleep again till dawn.

Last day, bathed, prepare , clean room, checked out.

Off to eat, ate KFC. Lend meiying $2.90, eat tgt.

Finishing eating , Took MRT, dozing off. Wanted to lay on Junwei`s shoulder but didn`t manage to. Went back Jp, off home. Wanted to meet meiying but in the end went Jp look for mother, Eat again , went home sleep. Ate dinner, went back sleep again.

Shall updatexsx today on the other post.(:(:(:

@dINEEEdINEEE

我爱你是事实，你不爱我也是事实。

什么是真感情？

2009-12-15T12:54:00.000+08:00

我爱你只不过是一句，但你是佛是真心，谁知？

Hello everybody(:

Yeah, finally find someone to go chalet with me le, BEEYING!!!

She so good la,hehe(:

Today morning also go central had breakfast, eaten 伊面 (:

Having breakfast that tym saw beeying!!

So coincidence la, haha.

After eating, went to prime market buy hot dog and crabmeat to cook tonight.

Mummy tell me cook fried rice, then i ok lor...

Buy le jiu went home on com and half use com half wash clothes,

but mostly using computer la hehe:P

I love the song that 林峰and 泳儿sing de 明天以后。I will put as my blog song de..hehe

The song was super nice la, it is quite meaningful too through what i have thought la.

It let me think of someone to...but try not to think le la...

tmr goin ION`orchard, then go chalet, see can take a few photoes ma, then i upload(:

Shall end here anyway,if can at night i edit again(:

Ending here with sweet love(:

@dINEEEdINEEE

（我默默的爱着你，希望你永远快乐与幸福。）

我好想你，希望你能出现在我面前

2009-12-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

爱你是一件很痛苦的事，但我控制不了我的感情

HEllO:)

Thinking that i am insane rite?

Want blog then nvr blog , nvr blog then want blog.

Hahahas,this is consider my "NEW" blog ba.

Doing those blog things really not my job, i felt irritated doing it actually

but nothing better to do, so just try to get it done(:

Today was bored actually, woke up at ten,

went down to central and had my breakfast

Had carrot cake , and green tea for my breakfast.

After eating, ask mummy to wait for me as i went to buy a rather big magazine 优一周

Th wall paper was pretty alright, it was those Hong Kong artist like such as

佘诗曼,林峰,钟嘉欣,陈豪and 杨忆. They are pretty and handsome la(:

Walk home, read the magazine and started doing the household chores.

Finishing up the chores , brought out brothers lappie and stated editing the blog.

Edited a for a few hours already.

Later having tuition at 6.30,

have to get my dinner myself,i shall eat maggie mee as i was quite lazy going down to

my food(: Hahaha

Haven even done my tuition homework, thinking not to do?Maybe i won`t do x.x

Wednesday goin class chalet , but i am going at night as i want to accompany my

mother to ION'Orchard to shop, maybe 6+7+ shall go there. Idiotic Jeremy Peh dn

wn go class chalet , if not can ask hym at night then accompany me go tgt): No people

pei wo go):

Anyway,i shall stop here(: ByeBYE(:(:(:(:

End here with loveee(L)

@dINEEEdINEEE

（我们彼此曾经相爱过，你是佛记得？）

/Edited　

At about 5.40-5.45, went to change ,

feed bobo, then off for tuition.

went down to take bus, saw Natasha at mama shop, then fadly ,kiamin, shaid, and some other people. They were out prefects gathering i think.

Bus came and went up.

Reach destination, and went for tuition.

Did newspaper article, my article was about a 43 yr old guy , undermining the power of malay religious rituals to molest those young boys saying that it was just a clean religious ritual.

He was then jailed for twenty years, but is it enough? He was jailed twice before for molesting those young boys already, once was 10months and the other was 8 years 18 strokes.

doesn`t he know wrong? I think hy got some mental problem as you can see. This guy has no hope already, i think.

My tuition mate did an article about tiger woods, saying that hy had MISTRESSES outside, is not only one i tell you , is AT LEAST TEN alright!!! So what if he is a billionair? OMG , shall not say about this topic already....

Went home straight away after that, did not had dinner before tuition, mother bought claypot rice as dinner, i only eat a few mouthful of it, as not feeling wanted to eat anw..

went to use laptop for awhile, sister came back, let her use, well she upload one of her pics onto facebook, that photo of her, her complexion was good la, LOL! She is going overseas soon,brother too..well although i never get to go overseas this month, i still get to go next month(: Hehehe

After that , went to fold clothes and watch television. Mother was watching 宫心计 which i already watch finish, is was great la the story, but did not accompany her watch, went back to use laptop went sister went to sleep alr,hehe.

Update awhile, going sleep le zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ....byebye(:

♥ /.Girlf was here. (:

2009-09-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i would like to apologise to this dearest boyf of mine that i post in her blog without asking for her permission.

Supersuper sorry yeahs. ): Cause i couldn't find your tagboard to tag you as i've seen your post.

I know that you are sad about him, but just try to let go of him ohkays?

Try your best, you can do it one ohkays! I know it's hard.

But, as you should know, there are ups && downs in our life, nobody could ever predict what's gonna happen next yeahs.

We, as your best friends, gans, girlfs, boyfs, family, sisters && brothers will help you as much as possible der.

If you need any help, just come to us, we all care for you, we want you to be happy like you used to when before you even met him.

Don't do silly stuffs for him ohkays? I trust that you won't, cause you told me that it was useless.

By the way, Advanced Happy Birthday to you ohkays!

Wish you can received manymany presents && enjoy your advanced birthday outing tomorrow. (:
I will try to make it too ohkays, hope to photospam with you real soon yeahs. :D

Me Love You ManyMany! (:

With Luvvs,

♥ /.MEIYING

2009-09-04T16:07:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeoppo(:

Here to post about today again,

hehe see i so hardworking

to wait forh the damn lagg com to start then post.

Hahas, today in skool, morning gt mass PE,

run 2.4 .

My fryns and i `half-walk half-run` ,

cause too lazy to run all the way.

After that food & nutrition class,

at first tot will be damn damn bored

but in the ebd shihui asthma attack went to take care of her outside the class.

Was joking around wif meiying`Girlf & shihui,

took care of shihui forh the whole two period of F&N

`hahas, skip diao the boring lessons`

Pe then, oso nvr play , chatting around wif Meiyng`Girlf & co.

Soon it rain lyk hell,

RECESS!

Then after recess mathematics, get back the test paper:x

What a horrendous marks i hav 12/25

failed by one mark):

Awaiting forh the retest after school reopens,

REFLECTION period then.

Get back report book and result slips,

all passes and no Cs!!! Damn happy la ,

even my english get a B alrite(:

But damn irritated at my chinese marks,

i should get an A2 for it but it reflected on the result slip tat i have gotten B4 64 marks?

Hell,after skool mi,fryns and co. went find Ms teow debate.

In the end found out tat it was ms teow who have insert the marks wrongly,

`how can she urgh` but luckily can get back my marks(:

Report book will be given back during school reopens due to ms teow`s

carelessness:X

Then, went back home, called mum , bath and here i am to post something on my blog(:

Yeah!Counting dwn 3 more days to my lovely birthday(: So happy!

So qi dai sunday faster cum so i can celebrate my advance birthday wif my buddys and fryns(:

Very dissappointed tat Mun sum in the end not goin as she wanted to attend her

church cell group meeting, but nvm la as long as she gt tell miie happi birthday jiu hao^^

###I really wish hy could just let mii forget hym and i will love other people

and not hym, why others can so easily forget their loves? I wonder how am i gonna forget hym?

I wish i just be a bitch to all others and not a very tionxim one,

as one says, loving one person is hard, forgetting one person ue love forh long is even harder,

people says first love will let ue get hurt very deeply, at first i tot it won`t happen to mii but it

just came to mii by itself. sometyms i really hated myself alot forh being so tiongxim to one guy tat does not love you anymore.

For what so, hy gt a girlfryn already , hy will not even see mii at least one tym, hy will be v. v. tiongxim to hys girlf?

Saying tat the girlf hy have will be the best in hys whole life?

My heart had splatted into pieces, did i trit hym tat bad during th past?

Maybe it is...anw i oso can`t do anything to help myself, i onli can wish hym happy forever and never regret in hys decision,last long...

From now on i will try to forget hymas soon as possible , and lyk others.

Ending post,

With luvvs to all♥

2009-09-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

HELLOS PEEPS♥
Thanks babe forh helping mii to post yea(: Luvv her to the max la♥♥♥
I know long tym nvr post liaos trying to post as much as i can every day? hahas!
Starting to post(:
Well is nearing end of term three already , and my BIRTHDAY is COMING TIS MONDAE!!!070909^^ So happy sia, wish gt lotsa presents to be receive, hopefully `hy` will msg miie and wish mii a happy birthday ba.. This sunday 060909 goin out wif SBND , teachers and fryns to SAKURA to celebrate my birthday(: so happy la, hope everyone i invited can go eat wif miie yea♥ Hahah , results already cum out, sad to say i overall still lose to PRISCILLIA MY GOOD THIRD SIS!!! Argh (!) damn frustrated la, end year die die must buck up liaos lo if not can die die arh:x
hahas, awaiting for my birthday to reach!!! Harhar!!!
Tday in skool nating much la onli tat tdae due to NPCC stupid course make mii very not happy cuz it falls on 080909 which i was goin out wif my SBND , fryns and teachers de but in the ENd can`t:X damn frustrated but heng , can change it to tis sunday still quite happy wif it(: After that,starting wif the lesson which was very boring very boring lessons, English , history , RECESS , chinese , mathematics , science and off to home. Went tuh buy food at 907 dhen walk pass someone and off back home again.
#Eat finish , switch on the *DAMN LAGG* computer to start on, on at 3++ but it lagged until 4++ then okie, so irritated:X but still nvr get fuss out...heheh my ren gong fu not bad ley`hahas i noe i BHB la`
Now trying to update this damn damn damn damn damn dead blog lo(: wish everyday can blog up something ba(: LOLS! Even no one is looking at my blog, i will still continue post as I AT HOME OSO NATING TO DO:X Ahahahahahahahas! Ending up the post soon, my wishes for this year : Hy(W) will say happy birthday to miie, the best hy will still like mie la
: end of year exam pass wif flying colors
: alot of soft toys earn by presents given from fryns(i noe i childish but i like^^)

Ending the post with lotsa luvv♥♥♥♥♥
I L ALL(:

♥ /.MEIYING was here

2009-08-21T14:10:00.000+08:00

Heloosheloos peeps!

I'm here to help myiie dearest boyf/mei to update her blog ^^

As you can see, her blog is god damn dead x.x

Hahahahs, so as a good girlf/jie, i must help her update abit yeahs((:

I'll try to post a long one alrights.

This boyf/mei of mine have not been attending school forhh two days alrdy D:

Due to fever, soar throat && coughing.

Now currently msn-ing with her ^^

Told her to go && rest, but she insisted not to, how stubborn can she be?

Hahahahs, cannot say her lar, cause actually i also((:

We are really superrrrr in sync ohkays!

We sick tgt, temperature increase together somemore :X

But, we both want to get well soon && achieve good results in EOY.

Jiayous ohs, boyf/mei! meluvyous yeahs((:

Hopefully, we can get back to school by monday bahs.
Cause must not miss too much lesson if we wanna get good results.

Ending post soon.

Lastly, wishing Geraldine ; Owner of this blog ^^ && Suhaimi'Friend to recover soon yeahs!

Wish that the three of us can stop coughing like mad people yeahs((:

Hahahahs, byebyes people *winks

With Luvvs,

♥ /.MEIYING

2009-08-12T09:26:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps(:

Long tyym neh post liaos dey:x hahas!

Thys week common test le..

Just done maths and ytd do chinese...

Lols la...maths so careless mistake done): sadd man!!!

LOOL!!!

Nt posting alot la...

should sae dam short la..

hahas! stopping by now le..

BYES!!!

♥All with my heart

2009-08-05T09:45:00.000+08:00

HELLOS^^

Long tym no posting

, cuz cannot use com la...

hais dead le....

Maybe deleting or changing link soon ba...

Heh Heh!!! Thys yr not my fate...hahahahahaha!!!! now in Itp lessons lurhs... nating better to do so just update update yi xia tis damn dead de blog...(:

LOLS!!! Last sundae i em` being embarress till the ground la): although i wish to noe the ans but i already explain liaos la..

so no choice le^^

At first i tot *she* wan tell potamelon just be fryns nia sio..

but in the end sae smth else...

LOL!!!

This yr isn`t my luck lurhs. i lyk hym but i never tink of asking hym 4 stead lurhs.....

cuz i knew tat is a die die impossible to get tgt de la....LOLS

thys really isn`t my luck

2009-07-22T10:16:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps^^
HEY! Our common gang which alwais get tgt de have become gans liaos lo! SBND `SisterBrotherNeverDie`
HOHOHO!!!
LOLS!
During 20/7/09, Our da jie is MUN SUM
da kor is GICO,
2nd kor ANG FO
3rd kor JUN WEI
4th kor JEREMY
,2nd jie MEI YING
,3rd jie PRISCILLIA
,4th jie WENXIN
, 5th jie SHIMIN
,LAST OF ALL IS MIIE!!!
HAHA!!! we sae dat we will go eat SAKURA or SEOUL Garden sio^^
HEHE...
Anw dn post much now la, i just wanna sae
I LOVE SBND TO THE CORE!!!
SBND PAHBUAYTOH!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I wish hy could luvv mii back............I have regretted so long but yet I noe one thing is tat is too late to regret as when ue regret ue cannot get back wad ue wan….T.T

Byes!Luvvs♥♥♥

2009-07-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

Hey Aites♥

Long tym neba post liaos hor); hahas, lols due to my sick lor*.*

F*** my bloody gastric la. LOLS Nw in skool com lab E

So happy lei, mrs yeo two history lesson neba cum!

Sibei high lei^^ diaos-_-lll

My gastric goin to start again liaos'cries'

LOLS SI MEIYING !!!!!

Tell mi update update! Tdae nating de la, ytd went out wif wx, bad bad meiying neba cum,

if nt should be fun de wor^^

Alt she nvr cum, but still have fun la!LOL

Hais , still tinking smth...

should try lyk hym back ma ohh?diaos-_-lll

Gtg dhen(:
BB

With luvvs

GERALDINE♥♥♥

Tagged QUizz♥

2009-07-06T14:43:00.000+08:00

My GUd Zhar bor girlf tell mii do de): Dn anyhow sae i and benson good couple i tell ue!!!IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR MII AND HYM!!!:@
Rules and regulation of the tag:
All 10 people must do unless you don't have a blog or you don't have the time.
Write the names of 10 friends you can think of it in your head,
&& then answer the questions.
After doing this,tag your 10 lucky friends to do the same.

1.Lixuan`BoiFryn
2.Meiying`Girlfryn
3.Shimin`Girlfryn
4.Siti`facil

5.Natasha`PrettyCuteGirl
6. Xavier`GD fryn
7. Glendon`ErZi
8. Danial`fryn fryn
9.JenMun`jetplane
10. Benson`Zhu

1. How did you meet 9? -JenMun`jetplane
Well, in secondary skool life aites?

2. What would you do if 2 and 7 dated?-Meiying`Girlfryn&Glendon`ErZi
Heheh, they stead b4 le, if they still lyk each other and they dated, i will be sibei happi wor^^

3. Have you seen 1 cried?-LiXuan`BoiFryn
Ya , i do see hr cry b4...why?

4. Do you think 6 is attractive? - Xavier`GD fryn
still ok la...nt interested anw*_*

5. What's 10 favourite colour? -Benson`Zhu
Purple. I tink

6. When was the last time you talked to 7?-Glendon`ErZi
B4 th long weekend starts?

7. What languages does 3 speaks?-Shimin`Girlfryn
Chinese and english la bodoh! Common sense aites

8. What's the best thing about 4 ? -Siti`facil
Well, she is pretty, kind , tink of others and lots and lots man!luvv her!♥

9. What's the best thing about 1 ? -LiXuan`Boifryn
She is V V gud~ luvv her!

10. Have you ever kissed 8 ? -Danial`fryn fryn
NO WAY MAN! Hys kiss is for natasha yea!hahas^^

11. What's the best memory you have of 5 ? -Natasha`PrettyCuteGirl
Well, She is too CUTE & PRETTY MAN!!! I LOVE HER♥

12. When’s the next time u gonna see 2 ? -Meiying`GirlF
Tmr?Or wished is todae ley, mayb try ask her go dwnstairs^^

13. How is 10 different from 6 ? -Benson`Zhu & Xavier`Gd fryn
V diff la.....no comments for tat yea!SEe it urself u will noe^^

Tagged QUiz DOnE!!!Wished all will do yea^^Luvvs all♥♥♥

HAppi dat my buddy is back

2009-07-06T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hey luvvs!

Haha!neh post tis few daes cuz cannot use com plus lazy post la...Finally i gt my gd buddy back le^^damn happi la(: Wished tu go out wif my project tap`s camp members out again sia!!!Miss them ALOT ALOT ALOT la!!!hahas...wished can see them as soon as possible lo, todae youth day nating much la, just nw mit my pretty girlf SHIMIN . Actually my the oither girlf oso gt cum de but her mama at home jiu cannot go lor, hais bad ley:@ but neh mind lurhs...see can post fotoes ltr ma(: i try try lo^^ hahas mayb tats all for nw!!!Will linked up & relinked all my pretty babes and hunks yea!luvvs them lots...

Ended my post wif happiness, but i still wna look for someone tat could make mii 4get hym............

2009-07-02T15:04:00.000+08:00

H1N1 shoo shoo shoo!

2009-07-02T12:36:00.000+08:00

HELLOS^^

Hahas, feeling bettr tis morning , not so dizzy(: woke up , have a wash up dhen wait for mummy to prepare okie dhen go down makan. B4 goin out i msg smone , dno hy will accept my msg ma): If hy dn accept i oso cannt do anything la. T.T Tagged hys blog liaos , msg hym oso .Wished hy would accept uhs!
Tdae miie, meiying and alex all neh go skool sio...all sick, all tio swine flu.Hahas!JUST JK!Wished all of us get well soon yea?Hahas, morning nating to post de ba...SIANS BODOH! But bttr den go skool tio gan?Or see dao 2A4 PAJIAO PUBOR will vomit man!!!!They suck lyk hell lurhs, nating to do sae othrs de affairs{LAME} They die better imore happier ar![just sae say nia , nt really wan them die la, wan them transfer skool or neba let mii see them jiu hao if not i confirm vomit dao die man!] Just touched up until here ba? Luvvs♥♥♥

Posted to all my peeps!
Luvvs all man!*hugs*

Fainting series haha

2009-07-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!

I EM` SICKKKK MAN!!!
Hahahaha!Lols dn run away from miie alrites?I em` not getting H1N1 la!I onli keep fainting and headache nia, so dn see miie liaos jiu run ohhs!Hahas(: Todae should be neba post alot la,will post abit of ytd?

YTD:

At skool was kind of fun but hart was still sadd la, almost cry out infront of my girlfryn`(Shimin) , `sis`(Priscillia) , `bro`(Gico) and lastly MunsumT.T My girlfryn, `sis` and `bro` noes everything bout wad happen la...but onli munsum noes abit nia{sorry aites!I can`t really tell ue wad happen la} Was having free period all awhile, except Science , starting it was kind of bored? but suddenly our science teacher(Mr Lee) ask ` do ue guys noe which is the largest cell in our body?` everyone was just tinking or just listening to wad hy was saying, in th end we nvr answer? Hy announced th answer and IS.....`The women`s eggs` hahas, evcerybody was laughing like crazy man! Hy oso said tat every women onli release 12 eggs a yr?,I tell pris tat every women onli can lay one egg out nia!!!Hahahaha...so funni lor...DHen Mr Lee ask again`do ue noe which is the smallest cell?` People started saying is sperm man! lols And yet the answer was really sperm! Everyone was chit chatting bout th sperm thingy , lols , Mr Lee quieten down our class and sae `SHH! This is interesting alrite!`[i forget wad hy really sae liaos la , onli noe is tat meaning la] Hahas was lyk LMAO!!!
After skool den , went homeee , mummy sae wanna go down eat but she wanted to look after the clothes to let it dry outside? dhen sae` why not i go but for ue?I wanted to eat wif my fryns outside de` , den she sae can go , dhen i msg meiying la, tot she was wif Shimin and Bee Ying? After she called miie, i went down met her, saw the 2A4 pajiao pubor la, was lyk saw two ****ing idiot? Heck care lor! Asking arnd where meiying is la, after dat saw her liaos jiu walk to central lor, walking tat tym msg beeying dat i and meiying went central eat la, bee ying call back and was lyk damn not happi de la, i noe they not happy , but i onli can sae SORRY alrite?If can just tell mii wad i can make up for them lurhs(: dhen went eating , jiu walk one big big round the neighbourhood jiu go home liaos^^ den homeed, jiu went out tuh IMM wif mummy, bought lots of things . In GIANT tat tym msg Meiying ask her whether i should apologise to xavier la or just heck care if not i no face eh[lols], she sae if is because of face, i will be damn hopeless liaos, telling mii to make a wise decision? Kept thinking la , but sadly i haven msg hym): Going to pay for those buying items, i was starting to feel unwell liaos, feeling vomitting and headache:8 Went back home , uses psp for awhile jiu makan , use psp awhile again jiu slept liaos...wanted to wake up tis morning de but suddenly leg cramp plus head sibei pain jiu neh go skool lor...Have fun man my fryns!

Tdae:

Todae woke up bout 10++, washed up and went down wif mummy to go see doctor, walking down was feeling damn weak uhs! Makan breakfast first cuz mummy hungry la.After eating ,wanted to see the doctor at central there de but was kinda full! So took bus to 851 clinic to see doctor, at first was taking taxi but i insisted nt too{hehe , i veri sheng money hor(: LOLS} see le doctor two dae mc , 1/7/09-2/7/09{inclusive} but tmr i tink i will go skool liaos la(: Meiying GIRLFRYN and JENMUN Jetplane tagged my blog telling mii to get well or misses miiie(: *TOUCHED* man!!! Hahas , after dat jiu started posting liaos la^^
Still tinking should tell hym i wont do that again? But wad if hy still heck care miie? Hais ): wad to do la!
SICK + DNO WAD TO DO SIA!!! HaiS

If can just forgive mi

2009-06-30T09:09:00.000+08:00

Hey Aites!♥

Sorray!Dno why cant upload all the fotoes la):

Hais, sae bout ytd ba, should sae i lost a fryn already): but since hy dn care miie , wd i sae oso no use rite?Hy sae if i stop something hy will tok to miie, but i already said sorry tu hym wd.Wad i can do sia? T.T F*** it sia:@Sae sry hy wont accept , den wan miie wad sia?Die in front of hym dhen hy happy isit?Knn! I already sibei sad liaos rite? Wan miie more disappointed isit? *CRY CRY*

WALAN EHHS!!!!!!!!!Can ue just tell miie wad to do?If ue really wan ignore mii, i sae nating oso no use liaos la, just dn guai zai meiying shen shang hor! Ignore mii, dn ignore meiying tats wad i pls ue le la!

I already try to lessen the amount i *ahem* liaos rite? 1 oso cant uh?Dhen ue tell mii la, uu shi lian dat tym wad ue do la? ue oso will tink wan to die de rite? Miie is lyk bei knife stabbed for once and once againT.T Once is las yr , once is tis yr. My wound cant be healed veri fast . Th feeling makes mii feel tat:`why dn i just die and yi liao bai liao?Everyting in tis world is all destroyed?`Hais):

Anyone can tell mii wad tu do? DId i did wrong?T.T My luvv is dead): [X]♥

Luv was dead

2009-06-29T15:53:00.000+08:00

Hey Aites!

Anyone misses miie uh???Just jk i noe no one would miss mii de la.In tis three daes tym , happen quite alot of things , my ex (which i still lyk hym for v long already) found hys luvvs already.*CONGRATSZ EH!LAST LONG DEY!*Hahas, although i quite sad but i still wish hym happy la(:
Known a new fryn quite recently(which is not new at all) , NATASHA!!! Chit-chatted wif her alot las few daes? Toking to her was fun aites!She is PRETTY plus damn CUTE la! Hahahahaha!I have done smth wrong and let my precious girlfryn SHIMIN seen dao liaos T.T Sad man! Hahaha nvr mind , 26/6/09, i met my fellow precious camp mates man!
Have lots of fun wif them!Stayed there till 9++ at nite den go home?Wanted to stay a little while more but will tio nagged when damn late go homeee la!Disappointed aites! NVM will mit them up again forhh sure(wish tu la) haha^^ GO there chit chat here , and there! LUVV THEM ALL MAN!*mUACKS* hahas! MUST mit up real soon yea??? Let`s look at fotoes now(:

I wish i could really luv hym without doin smth....luv was dead

Love And MISS ALL

2009-06-25T16:27:00.000+08:00

Pris,miie,xavier,danial & meiying}♥♥♥

Jyians over there♥

Mii,Danial,beifang,jia min,siti,seri,kina,xavier,derek(Group1 OREO!!!)♥♥♥

GROUP 1 OREO

Danial(Gu nek) & Xavier(ah gua)JKJK

FAcilitators

All Gu niang pose

MI & SITI♥

Mi & Xavier♥

Mi & daNial♥

Mi & Danial♥

Mi & BeiFaNG♥

Mi&Seri♥

Mi&JiaMIn♥

Mi&Kina♥

Xavier&Danial♥

Miss all campers

2009-06-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

HEllo peeps!!

It has since a month i post rite?Hahas , anw just cum back two continuos camp , projct Tap cum pulau ubin NPCC camp. Damn tired la. Changed URL , met new fryns in the camp, lyk Xavier(Ah Gua) , Danial(GuNEk) , Kina , Jia Min , Bei Fang , Esther , Seri and Emilio & lastly My Facilitator , Siti and Derek (:
I had fun in project tap camp but only on the last dae i did something dat i should not have done. Does not wanna elaborate so much on that daiji ba.That camp was fun lyk hell which is bettr dhen my NPCC camp uh!There came by a joke of the song Nobody , cuz of the dance step{hahas}"I wanna nobody , nobody but you! *clap* *clap* I wanna nobody nobody but you *clap* *clap*" hahahas , derek dance liaos sibei lyk `gu niang` sia! so so funni la!I Miss the whole lot of them man!Heng 26/06/09 will mit them as out facil treat us movie plus dinner sio!!! Shuang ar!hahas! Dn tok bout my fun camp de ting liaos , let mii show ue all the pics yea???LETS GO!!!

Byes PeePS(:
Loves All *MUACKS*

2009-05-22T08:48:00.000+08:00

Relationship is difficult ? Isn`t it?

LOL!!! Really damn long neb post liaos eh? Hahas ^^

HeyHey, Wx and MeY gt stead liaos wor?one is 180509, 190509 lols-_-LL

hahs, dn gt stead liaos pangseh miie eh??? Ue all both de relationship v funni lor , meiying de dong bu dong jiu quarrel , dhen WX de is nt really lyk her stead jiu stead wf hym uh???dhen nw jiu at there quarrel quarrel . hais , dno ue all ners. Jiay0us wor^^ treasure dhem!!!

Miie i jiu veri irritated siohs , dno hu i really lyk la , but is tat i tink i lyk waylen but i dui smone is lyk still gt feel eh . Is nt gt feel la is lyk see smon3 and smone tgt i bu shuang eh??? hahas lols tat nt consider lyk hym ohhs??? ALL dn anyhow guess wor^^

2009-05-08T08:59:00.000+08:00

LOLs >< last blogging lo M.I.Aing liaos confirm de^^ haha

sians eh(!) Nw DnT hahas!Still early nating tuh post la...see later afternoon dhen edit ba...anywais ltr zai lai post:P

2009-05-07T15:27:00.000+08:00

Hello Earthings, sorrie yea for not posting.
Hahas anyway today or tmr is the las post for two weeks as exams is around th corner, today just had my english paper.{so difficult}anyways todae nth much la}today will do a short short de post.Today nt as suay as ytd la although todae oso gt saw that `basterd` haha, not really hate hym is just dno why dn wished to see dao hym, although see dao will lyk gt funni funni de feel la...who cares anyways i oso wont lyk hym back de, i til the end still lyk 929536 de lo♥. but dno when will hy be back to my side la, stupid last tym never zhen xi hym now lose hym le sae so much no use la;( dn sae le la, todae nating much cannot go jp....sad lor, hais bobo more important so stay at home better la:^^
Anyways, i wished all couple last long and those haben find dao de , find dao soon yea...haha♥♥♥
♥M.I.Aing for two weeks^^ luv all♥

2009-04-29T16:14:00.000+08:00

Today, nating much happen in school.Morning go skool , chit-chat with frens dhen jiu flag raising liaos. After flag raising , b4 goin back to class, gt the thermometer check. WTF i neb bring thermometer to skool. Meiying , Elliyana , Shaid , ZhiCheng and miie all neb bring or lost . dhen jiu kena miss ng de scoldings. Ass sia , other class de students neber bring thermometer neba kena scolded la , bious sia...after that wen back tuh class hab mathematics lesson lor{quite okies la , nt that bored , still gt chocolate take lei , hahas}den jiu science lesson}machiam lyk nobody teaching th class lor...jiu heck care la..english lessons toking bout MYE will cum out de tin dhen jiu art le...painting painting, go hall for th prefects investiture , WA sia la Norris veri focus looking at her GIRL GIRL SIA!!! Haha sibei funny lor...after dat jiu goin home le, b4 go out of skool, go toilet that tym sae the 2A4 pajiao pubor(dats she make miie sae her de, so dn sae wad i lyk dat sae her very bad) jiu diao her lor. She shouted :` diao wad diao la` wenxin jiu shout bak oso lor...hahas BITch la dat pubor...hated her lots..go home liaos foned mummy , cooked maggie mee at home[ARGH!!! lazy go dwn buy food , ytd including todae eat maggie liaos lo]eat and watch telev at th same tym. saw meiying`s msg jiu reply her lor, after dat jiu on9 lo...sibei *ahem* hym siaT.T}soon will be crying again la...

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What can i do sia? Everyday sit here wait for hym?i would have gone crazy by dhen{tinking hym , missing hym till i gone crazy}Hais ! or wad should i do? I had already lyk hym for 1 years ++ hais, nating to elaborate la...seeing couples veri gd i felt happy for dem but including sad as i wont get the love i wan , what can i do?I wan to let tis feeling fade from my heart including my mind, but can i???i tried very hard th las tym round but in the end i still get back loving hym..*sigh*NO HOPE FOR IT!!!but i really really die die oso wish hy could be back to my side...tinking of the memories we had} maybe you would sae is nt long , no memories , no feeling but to miie is so precious...haha, who ask miie to be so in love with hym...no one could help mii in tis situation rite???♥♥♥ heaven dn wna gib miie the gd love isn`t it???*SIGH*

Tagged replies:
MEIYING :DD: Hahs , i wont derhhs larhhs . But i seriously never keep anythinq from you lurhhs (: Must believe miie
Miie♥:Kies la i belive la!!!Alr sae is jkjk de liaos^^

yinghua: hi ger ger ; must jiayou wo, just put aside those affairs of heart and work towards SA (= affairs of heart too complicated liao....
Miie♥:I will tries jiayous kies???Thks for yr concern(:

Meiying♥♥♥AiAi:hellos,babe
Miie♥:Hellos pretty:D

2009-04-28T14:39:00.000+08:00

Sorries , neb post three daes bak cos cannot post. Okies , extra words dn sae le , lets into today lo=>

Today , morning same old thing woke up same tym lor. dhen i go prepare. Sway suay my father bath hao liaos i oso tieing my hair dat tym, hy tell mii something make miie sibei upset la.which is :"ah mei , ru guo zai gei wo ting dao ni you complain from xue xiao de hua , ni jiu si ding le (!) zhi dao ma?" It was lyk i did a big offends la{WTF} i onli at skool walk sibei big step in front of mr yeo , hy jiu go complain to my brother sae i lyk AH LIANS. }Ass puh-LEASE~la i em not so bo liaos to be an AH LIANS LEI!!I wnt do any stupid tins dhat my parents will be disaappointed in mii de lor!!!
I alr try nt to cry, as i did nth wrong la.(KNN LOR). I oso neba go chap those paikia or wad lor. hais they oso dn wan belive miie de especially my daddy la.hais dn think of those sad sad tings liaos. dhen go skool lor, damn fun la play in the rain three four tyms , twice with yia wen , twice wif meiying and wenxin{woohoo}den skool jiu start liaos.starting wif maths}abit sians bt abit fun , after dat mother toungue[idiot man] gt chinese CA2 dhen finish testing liaos , jiu help friends mark}hehe tio ang fo`s paper{ i gt bak my marks liaos=64/100 sio..damn lousy la, but heck care de.
dens, D&T lesson, mr thomas LAu neb cum , relief cher take over{mr RAYMONd YEO} hy somehw quite handsome but nt interested yea , meiying jiu abit interested eh...haha..jkjk(dn angry lei meiying!). after dhat recess, dhen poetry slam}quite fun la{.dhens jiu science}sians lor so i do my math homewrk, stupid de miie gt few easy ques for maths i jing ran dunno hw to do>unbelivable ba?< >.< JIAY0Us GERALDINE!!!LOLS

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love again love again, everyone is so irritated bout love love & love, hais...dno why meiying seems to hab sometin cannot tell miie lyk dat , she told pris bout something yet in th end told miie natings. hais , meiying wen you saw tis post dn misunderstand uhs! just saeing out wad i felt in my heart ... so dn take it seriously wor><>.<>

2009-04-24T16:21:00.000+08:00

HELLOS:D Writting again>
Today woke up damn early just because of today is CCA recognation day, hais woke up 5.30 {WTF , i still wna sleep lor} went tuh prepare & went tuh skool. B4 goin skool , ytd actually sae wna mit lixuan today morning 6.00 at the bus stop, but morning i msg her , she seems haven wake up uhs:x as sh did not replied my msg. I slowly walk to skool lor , ass sia, normally skool 6.05 jiu open liaos todae 6.20 dhen open den i jiu wait till it open dhen 6.30 lyk dat jiu go NPCC room wif CHristina & Lixuan. GOD DAMN IT la! Guess wad i saw , beside NPCC room is NCC room ,just a few steps to reach NP room , the NCC room sudden BUANG! den mii , lixuan and chris saw one NCC guy never wear anyting except hys underwear...we all quickly turn away and ji tao laugh lyk siao zhar bor lor{LAUGHS!}AFter dat jiu start parade liaos...
One funy ting happen during th parade is one butterfly flies onto fatin`s head and stayes there for veri long la...i almost laugh out la..but lucky neba..dhen after recognation day jiu no lesson until 10.20.after dhat jiu go home liaos. Reached home, mummy already change her in to goin out clothes den sh ask mii wanna go eat ma, i sae dun wan not hungry yet. Heng i neb go dwn lor, i go dwn jiu see dao li xuan and her co,her co they all smoking dhen mummy jiu tell mii dun go dwn yet as there were alot of gangster dwn stairs,lols lor,also neb go chap the gangster mummy jiu tink i will learnt from dem lor...ANW sibei heng la...neb go dwn,den jiu stay at home make de blog tin tin lo...FCUK lor jus now, sibei frustrated on the blog tin la. tis blog skin cannot tat blog skin cannot , sibei fared up la. heng in the end ohk liaos if not i cnfirm shut dwn th com and go do oth tin de...do hao blog de tin liaos jiu started posting le lo:) dunno wad tuh do sia after posting tis finish. Hais><

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Hais, everyday still tinking bout hym..sometyms really wna go bak to *** lor or even try ******* lor..SAD anyway...still tinking whether hy still lyk mii ma?hais no one can help mii de loT.T

LOVing one prsn is hard , REleasing to love others is oso hard , everyday is shedding with misses of tears and disappointment of tears. What could i do, sit down there doin nating, or try to forget or be brave to tell the person i really loves HYM/HER???}telling th prsn is brave enuff but wad if hy or sh rejected you ? You will be veri disappointed and even wanted to commite suicide duh! But if the ans is positive hw? Love is complicated but love is oso simple...HAIS ><>

2009-04-23T19:25:00.000+08:00

2009-04-23T19:22:00.000+08:00

Um...finally done with my dear blog>.<>.<

Th msg wrote:` Hy reply lerhhs.Meiying:eheh. ue stil lyk geraldine mahhs? i tink she stil lyk ue lehhs. Waylen:no , i dont want stead. Meiyng:i also never ask ue patch wif hr just wn to no whtr ue still lyk hr anort.If sh ask ue for patch will you accept. Waylen:shld b dn barhhs.y ue ask miie tisz question? 1 hr latr then i reply. Meiying:of course isz because she wns to no lurhhs.` dhen hy jiu neba reply liaos...i was lyk whole body drop to the bottom of th floor lor>.<

I went to prepare & went tuh skool liaos. i walk to th usual place where i sat wif my friends every morning. i was lyk ji tao sibei sad till cry lor...yia wen and shi hui ask mii wad happen , at first i dn wn sae de , but in th end still sae out..wen sae christina they jiu act nating happen lor, wipe out all th tears i lead.7++ jiu flag raising liaos dhen th whole falg raising was lyk damn bored la..hais bear wif it le. a while jiu went back to class liaos , dhen miss ng jiu call us continue reading den i the tin tell pris(banana) . Was lyk super damn sad lor:( dhen music lesson kena nag by th new music teacher mr kenneth ng. b4 th music th lesson ended meiying they all were lykk saying secrets behind mii , dn wnna let mii noe but in th end i made them sae out just b4 th chinese lesson started.

Meiying they all tot i heard the ting will lyk comit suicide but is th oppo lor, it makes mii laugh man.Hahas.they told mii dat waylen last yr sae ` tis kind of girl ue oso wn ` is because hy bu shuang people jio mii, den regretted saying it and hy sae dat hy nvr sae hy dn lyk mii neither hy lyk miie but the cnfirm tin is hy now dun wna hab stead so i oso cannot do any lor just wait till hy wn staed liaos including hy still lyk mii zai shuo lo{wishing hy will really lyk mii back la PUH~LEASE LAO TIAN YE}dhen i was lyk quite happi the rest of th dae la. Geography lesson , ms siew return us our unit test and told us dat dat was not counted in CA dhen those hu gt full marks one was all lyk sian qu yi ban lor. heng th other geo unit test i gt full marks which was counted 30% {ji happi yi xia} Maths lesson was kind of bored la , dhen bear wif it lor. after dat english lesson liaos. Everyone was lyk sibei quiet la cuz kena scolded by ms ng again for not respecting other teacher dhen we were lyk feeling so guilty bout it lorh{SORRY MS NG! WE KNEW WE WERE RONG! FORGIVE US WORH!}dhen started playing debating liaos>it was damn damn fun lor the debating although it had over use our dismissal tym but i tink worth it dey!

dhen i went home lor , walking pass by th mama shop was lyk damn sua dao~ saw GARRISON ! Oh WTF! dhen quickly walk away jiu take lift went home liaos.Reach home foned mother and jie jie sae i reach home liaos . Todae ate at home neba go out eat cuz lazy + no one acc lor.hais>.<>

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I em` tinking whtr hy still lyk mii ma? cuz hys ans was lyk sibei guai? lols why don`t hy just sae lyk or dun lyk , rite wad nver sae dn lyk neither hy sae hy lyk!OMG i just wn a veri simple ans wad , is onli a yes or no isn`t tat easy? Wish hy could gib th simple ans as soon as possible.
IMY ILY to the CORE 929536♥♥♥